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Sunday, 4 July 2004
here i go a blogging ...
Mood:
 don't ask
Now Playing: what a song? VR's "sucker train blues" - and the rest of the album
hmm ... here are some more happy tidings ... not much has been going on - still just sitting around, waiting to give KSU all the money i have ... i guess it hasn't been to bad, keeping to myself - and being the continuous recluse that i am ... i hadn't REALLY talked to heather since the ride down to NC (her phone was shut off apparently) - but she invited me out with people from the rec - well, laurie and robin (back from the air force?! hahaha) - and holly was there, yay (note the sarcasm) ...
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i'll just do this now, get it out of the way ... things were reasonably fine with holly ... it's easy to pretend to be nice to her, it's almost fun - a little game ... so we were pretending to be friends for most of the night - till she was drunk enough to get a dudes phone # and start playing games ... but it doesn't really matter - i know i don't ever want to date her again, but it makes me mad how she does this ... she picks up a 30yo dude named gordon who is selling his house and moving to the VIs ... what's the point? is she so hard up for sex? pretty sad ... i feel real sorry for her ... i guess getting fired from champps for being drunk/obscene @ work isn't rock bottom for her ... i guess something horrible has to happen to her for her to snap out of this rut she calls her life ... oh well, not my problem ... i do find it hilarious the way she acts around me - i can tell i still do something to/for her - but who am i to talk really - i still am minorly attracted to her ... but at least i understand why ...
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so i meet them at this bar in akron, by work - don't remember what it's called, but i was only there for about 15 minutes before they decided to leave ... then we headed to "wings" - some weird bar/dance place that we were in/out of in 5 minutes ... then we headed to this place called "posh" - it was corny as hell - but surprisingly not so bad ... only $3 to get in and beer was the ususal $3.50 ... it actually wasn't that bad - i refused to dance of course - but it wasn't so stressful cause i didn't have a gf making me feel bad for not doing it - i do HATE dancing with a passion tho ...
that was all fun and whatnot - and of course we went to coutry diner ... that's basically where holly and i started butting heads ... but it wasn't so bad ... i don't really care ... i started feeling sorry for gordie tho - cause he has no idea what he's getting himself into ... sure you can sleep with holly - but it's not worth the headache - it's not really the prize you'd hope it would be ... but what do i know ...  ...
so i ended up pretty happy with the evening ... nice to get out of the house for a change ... the only other thing that went down is that i can't tell if robin is flirting with me - probably, i know "how she is" ... she always asks where i'm living - i wish i was on my own again - i'd love to know what that would mean to her (wink,wink,nudge,nudge - say no more!) ... so yeah, i'd like to "do that" - but it's probably more trouble than it's worth - and i'm not comfortable pursuing such a venture ... oh well, it's fun to think about ...
on the guitar front - slowly but surely i'm moving in the right direction ... found how cool the pod pro is run into the computer - so now i want to get an xt or a vetta - damn! ... also looking for a good passive for the RG - i did manage to wire the hotrails in all by myself - so that's cool ...
Posted by scxtt
at 3:13 AM EDT
Updated: Wednesday, 7 July 2004 2:37 AM EDT
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