Saturday, 10 January 2004

another day, another dollar, still sad ...
i should have gone into work @ 3, but i opted to go in @ 4 cause i couldn't get my lazy butt outta bed in time to get ready and make it there on time ... so i'll probably lose a .5hr-1hr of working time ... doh ... cause i couldn't get myself into bed till around 5am last night ... but @ least i found this blog to whine to ... thank you mr blog ... holly didn't answer my sms or call me or anything - she keeps hurting my feelings real bad ... i wonder if this is how she felt when she thought i didn't care (enough)? it really sux ...

yeah, and the band is essentially over ... clinton "came clean" and told us he just can't do it - i suspected as much, tho i'm not mad @ him ... just sux that we wasted the last 2 mos. hoping he'd come around ... and i feel like we completely wasted mike's time and energy ... i'm gonna call him on my lunch today and let him know what's up ... so all that has led me so forsake my dreams and just go back to school - what's the point of putting it off to be "happy" when i keep ending up sad? ... i'd rather be "sad" for a year or 2 and have a degree @ the end ... that's my story and i'm sticking to it ...

Posted by scxtt at 2:59 PM EST

Updated: Saturday, 10 January 2004 3:07 PM EST

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